No Apologies Camp

Was alright... tiring though... 7am to 10sumthing pm...

ok ok la.. =)

peace

Zhou

Another Sunday

Another chance to go to church, since its the holidays. =)

Afternoon was alright, spent some quality time. =)

Tomorrow 1 day camp.... hope it will be interesting....

Night, only one word.... Sien.... Really not in a mood....

peace

Zhou

Back-up Singer to Shopper

Back-up singing practice at 8am.....tired....

Afternoon till nite. Shopping. hahahaha.... my yearly shopping. =) Thanks bro ( every year as usual)

peace

Zhou

Random Song Lyrics : 专属天使 by Tank

我不会怪你 对我的伪装
天使在人间是该藏好翅膀
人们愚蠢鲁莽而你纤细善良
怎能让你 为了我被碰伤
小小的手掌 厚厚的温暖
你总能平复我不安的夜晚
不敢想的梦想 透过你的眼光
我才看见 它原来在前方
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的 专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个 专属天使
我哪里还需要 别的愿望
小小的手掌 大大的力量
我一定也会 像你一样飞翔
你想去的地方 就是我的方向
有我保护 笑容尽管灿烂
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的 专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个 专属天使
我哪里还需要 别的愿望
要不是你出现
我一定还在沉睡
绝望的以为 生命只有黑夜
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的 专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个 专属天使
我哪里还需要 别的愿望

peace

Zhou

Special Thanks to Hafis... LMAO

Very unexpected to get this from Hafis... from Thailand ( a place that I want to go as well) .. lol.. thanks man.... lol....Orange.... lmao..... thanks!

peace

Zhou

Christmas Eve and Christmas

Had a Christmas event last nite at the open basketball court outside the church. Dont know much people. But was alright. =)

Countdown was alright. Surprise surprise to dear. =)

Morning Christmas service was alright (Dad and I officially transferred membership). =)

Later at night dinner with relatives, should be alright. =)

This year is different from the previous years.... quieter.... hopefully 2010 Christmas will follow my way or should I say, be merrier and happier one... yeah... that should be the right way.... This year more for family 1st.... which is good as well....=)

Merry Christmas to all! May God bless us throughout the year! May all our sins be forgiven though Jesus Christ our savior. May God Guide us and be with us the following year and years to come! Amen!

peace

Zhou

23 Dec 2009

Had a great day again! =) Was still a bit sick in the morning but was much better by the afternoon. Had a happy day! =)

*more smiles*

*keep smiling*

Had class at night ( Contract Tutorials ), it was ok. =)

Quiet moment for this year ( like 2008 ). But a happy one. A happy quiet moment.

Thanks everyone.

Thanks dear.

peace

Zhou

30mins

yup, approximately 30 mins ago was the time. 1st call n 1st sms : =)

peace

Zhou

What's my wish?

"....oni wil ask u tis when ur bdea..better think nicely n tel."

Love and Patience

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Zhou

Family Outing

Went out with family.... interesting.. it's been some time.... anyway, it was alright =)

Had dinner at Aunt's house. Good meal. =)

Thanks to my cousins for the presents and to my sis and bro for the Kenny G's CD... AWESOME!!!!! hahaha... =)

Thanks to Grandpa, Aunty and Parents!

Am sick, but happy =)

peace

Zhou

Dear Diary

Found this that was written by myself on the 15th May 2009, a remembrance :

" Tension ,stressed, unprepared, Prayed to God for the best. Confident on 50% of the paper ie 2 questions out of 4. 2 more, to be studied later. Tomorrow, expecting to leave the house at 6am-6.30am as the exams starts at 9.30am - 12.30pm, dont think can sleep well tonight. To wake up at 5.45am. Sleep when? Not sure. Planning to sleep at 10pm, that still unsure. Very stressed. The 1st most important exam of my life. January one not counted as it was only a small one. This one tomorrow is much more important....so much more important...."

Now to think of what I wrote, it just seems like it happened yesterday(I always have that sort of feeling in some things)

Anyway, that was over and hopefully I dont feel the same way for the next coming exams.... academic.... or even life....

Pray

peace

Zhou

Halfway

Quote from Meet Me Halfway by Black Eyed Peas :

"I spent my time just thinkin thinkin thinkin bout you
every single day yes, i'm really missin' missin' you...

...can you meet me half way (I'll meet you halfway)
right at the boarderline
that's where i'm gonna wait, for you
i'll be lookin out, night n'day
took my heart to the limit, and this is where i'll stay
i can't go any further then this
i want you so bad it's my only wish"

*Dreams*

peace

Zhou

Badminton : New record... LOST

Ok, been blogging bout my badminton lately... ok... I cannot... WIN......damm...

I need to play single's.... to retrain myself.... comon... who wants to play? seriously??? Starting from like... January...?? Comon?? Anyone..??? I'll take you down... hehe.... =p..... haihs..... relax....

*imagine drinking Ice Lemon Tea*

*calmed*

.....

peace

Zhou

Public Holiday : Happy Day =)

Great Public holiday! haha...

Awesome hangout!

Pavilion =)

*big smiles*

peace

Zhou

Badminton : All Lost Again

Lost all rounds.... cannot control my energy ady....

shoot....

peace

Zhou

Never meant it

I've never meant to be a 3rd party in people's relationship. I dont like 3rd party disturbing people's relationship right from the very beginning. So, how can I choose to be a 3rd party in people's relationship? I dont want to be... I never intended to be a 3rd party.... I'm sorry if some people feel that way... I apologies sincerely. I did not mean it. If any of you feel uncomfortable with the way I talk to your girlfriends, then do let me know.... I can be "too friendly" at times.... I'm sorry... I just care for people... including girls as well... I do not deny that.... But do talk to me, if you feel uncomfortable, and I'll know what to do then.... Thanks....

peace

Zhou

I'll try my best

I'll try my best :

Quote from BSB, I'll Never Break Your Heart:

"I'll never break your heart
I'll never make you cry
I'd rather die than live without you
I'll give you all of me
Honey, that's no lie"

peace

Zhou

Mornings

Well, I didnt really wake up that early, but this morning was good. =)

Refreshed for another day! haha... =)

Focus!

Jia you!

Gambateh!

Study.....=s

Can de... =)

Sot sot

Blur

Sot sot again....

peace

Zhou

CLP Law Subject : Contract

Finished the syllabus tonight... Meaning? Time for me to revise it as well...

peace

Zhou

Too Much

Too much dream.

peace

Zhou

Random Song Lyrics : World Of Our Own by Westlife

You make me feel funny
When you come around
Yeah that's what I found out honey
What am I doing without you
You make me feel happy
When I leave you behind
It plays on my mind now honey
What am I doing without you

Took for granted everything we had
As if I'd find someone
Who's just like you

We got a little world of our own
I'll tell you things that no one else knows
I let you in where no-one else goes
What am I doing without you
And all of the things I've been looking for
Have always been here outside of my door
And all of the time I'm looking for something new
What am I doing without you

Well I guess I'm ready
For settling down
And fooling around is over
And I swear that it's true
No buts or maybes
When I'm falling down
There's always someone who saves me
And girl it's you

Funny how life can be so surprising
I'm just realising what you do

We got a little world of our own
I'll tell you things that no one else knows
I let you in where no-one else goes
What am I doing without you
And all of the things I've been looking for
Have always been here outside of my door
And all of the time I'm looking for something new
What am I doing without you

Well it's feeling right now
So let's do it right now
Praying that some how
You will understand the way
It's feeling right now baby somehow
I won't let this slip away

We got a little world of our own
I'll tell you things that no one else knows
I let you in where no-one else goes
What am I doing without you
And all of the things I've been looking for
Have always been here outside of my door
And all of the time I'm looking for something new
What am I doing without you

Pray for Safety

Pray that God will protect you and your family there until you're back.

And that you will be safe always.

Friends, pls pray with me.

peace

Zhou

Knowledge and Experience

What is knowledge and experience? Knowledge is something we gain through learning(own self or from another), through teachings from others, through what people perceived that we can obtain from Education(schools, college, university, learning centers, skills centers etc). Knowledge gives us power. Power of intelligence. Power to do something, that others may or may not able to do. Power to be better. Power to enable us to be the better one is society. We cannot deny that , with more knowledge, a person becomes in this context "more powerful". Question: Do we then misuse knowledge? In my opinion: No. We use knowledge for our better improvement. To be better in terms of character and upbringing. And in time, we use knowledge to help others. We cannot and never be stingy in the sharing or knowledge. I dont think that it is pleasing to God, that we do not share our knowledge. Why shouldn't we share our knowledge when life on earth is only a temporary one?? God teaches us about Sharing. Sharing can done in the sharing of knowledge as well! Lets not discuss about other subjects for sharing. Just solely based on knowledge first. Why not share knowledge when we are able to given the right time and opportunity? It's my opinion that knowledge should be shared. Once again, I am referring to positive knowledge, not negative ones.

What is experience then? It is something we gain along in life, in time. Experience is different from knowledge. Why? You get experience from your own actions done in the past. You know what is right and what is wrong on a particular issue that you had already went though. Note this, it must be something that you went though. Then only you are able to share that experience (which you should as a Christians) to other brothers and sisters that you come across in life, with hopes that they could learn something from your experience (whether to do a positive action or to avoid a certain action).

Now, whether they accept your sharing of knowledge and experiences is another question. Remember, that it is our CHOICE to share, but its THEIR CHOICE to listen OR accept. We can only do so much. The rest is up them. After all, it is THEIR LIFE.
Listen to what I have to say first.. the reason of saying this is because of the reasons below :

What is the danger that we must be careful with when we gain more knowledge and experience then? The danger of forgetting our humble attitude and being proud. The danger thinking and feeling that we know what is the so called "best option". The danger to "make the decision for another". The danger to ultimately take control on another persons life. This comes back to olden days when Kings and Emperors does what they think is best for the people. If they are right, why aren't we using such system in today's life? Let us not forget, that we may not be all 100% right. How do you know or how do I know that we are 100% right? There is always room or place for changes. Room for improvement. Room for giving a chance. We cannot and can never say that based solely on our knowledge and experience alone, we are 100& correct. That would be a shallow thinking. Even a PHD in a certain subject matter can be wrong when he gives a statement or an opinion. Why? Because , time changes and there could be another PHD in that subject matter arguing the exact opposite. Who is then wrong? And if think that we are always right, based on our knowledge and experience, and to not give room for the possible chances that we may be wrong, Where is the faith then? If we as humans knows what is 100% right, then where is God? What happens to the trust in God? What happens to faith in God? What happens to the statement saying "let us seek God's will"?? God's Will SHOULD BE and WILL BE the deciding factor in EVERYTHING. If you cannot accept this, then you do not Believe in the existence of a God. You may then think you are better then God. You may think that you "are" God. That is not right. Reality check, you are still Human. You are "fragile" at times. You have your weak moments. You can never play God's role/position. That is my opinion.

Even by making this opinion, so to speak, I might be wrong as well?? I do not know. But I know the danger of forgetting oneself when there is misuse of knowledge and experience as I have clearly stated above.

Dont get me wrong when I give you my opinion on the dangers of knowledge and experience. I am not denying that we need both of that in our lives. We are, after all, learning. But let us not allow our learning's in life to "destroy" ourselves or others. This is once again my opinion. God bless.

**Zhou's Signature Moment**

peace

Zhou

Wishes

Everyone has wishes. A wish is something that you want. Something that you crave for. Something that you desire. A wish is a wish. And everyone has wishes ya. Most of the time, we wish for something good in our life. We wish for something that we want. We do not wish for something that we do not want. But in wishes, can we only wish for a positive wish or can the wish be a negative one as well?? On the Christian point of view , as a Christian, it is of my opinion that when we wish for something, we bring it up to God. I do not wish for something from Satan. I wish something from God. How do we wish something from God? We pray. We pray that God answers our wishes. We talk to him, we ask him. We ask that He grant our wishes. What our hearts desire - our hearts wishes. Question : Can we wish for positive wishes or negative wishes as well?? Let me give you an example: I wish from God that my family will remain safe and grow spiritually together with God. That is a positive wish. Something that brings good. Not to oneself, but to others. A negative wish would be like this : I wish that God will make those that compete against me in a competition, be sick during the competition, so that I may win and gain what I want or desire. That in my opinion is wrong. A negative wish from God, is not something we can ask from God. I do not think, that after all His teachings, we are able to ask and seek negative wishes from God. The right way to wish is to ask God to give Us strength to be stronger to win the competition, and not to wish that the competitor be weaker and to condemn them. That is not what God would want, I think. God wants us to be positive towards others. If He can teach us to 'Love our enemies', then how can we have negative wishes?? God teaches us to Forgive. He teaches us to Help One Another. Everything that He thought us, is to become more and more like Jesus and if u notice in detail, the things that Jesus does are positive ones. He was a good Samaritan ie help the needy. He Forgived our sins through his death - this is a positive action, a positive wish that through his Death, we are saved. So, seeing the teachings of the Bible, Jesus's sacrifice , and God's teachings to us as his Children, can we ever ask God in Jesus's name, to grant us a negative wish? It is of my opinion that the answer and conclusion, would be NO. We can ask positive wished from God to be better , to improve ourselves and love those around us. In time, we ask God to guide us along the way, to pick us up when we are down, and to forgive us our sins that we have done or may do in the future. Dear friends, we are not perfect like I said before in my previous posts.. we are all learning. We ask that God be on our side and that God guide us through tough times and good times. Let us pray that God will give us a peace of mind, think positively and to do positive actions like what Jesus would have done. May God bless us all! Amen.

**Zhou's Signature moment**

peace

Zhou

I will always miss you

I will always miss you.

peace

Zhou

Badminton : LOST

Yesterday also played badminton... Lost all games...in Pairs.... haihs.... I was like... haihs..... nvm, relax... sure there will be ups and downs... just like life... ups and downs....Nothing is always how we wanted... there will be challenges along the way.... badminton is a sport where I express myself freely... I love challenges.... Pls.... challenge me in badminton... Pls...!!!

peace

Zhou

CLP Law Subject : Evidence Law

First class yesterday. Introduction. So..... MUCH! haihs... lol... But its the introduction la.... basically, just touching on few basic things and touching about the Evidence Act. It was apparently drafted well. Thats good for me. lol... =p

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Zhou

Not

Most Important : I'm not worried or sad. I'm fine.

peace

Zhou

Some Time

All I ask if to have more time to work things out. Things should be alrite. In time, we will know. Dont worry Zhou Se Hua. Dont worry everyone.

peace

Zhou

Wantan Mee

Where is the best place to eat Wantan Mee?

In the cinema.

peace

Zhou

Movie Review : 2012

Finally can watch movie again!! haha =)

Lots of "running here and there"... A bit funny (for me). Ok movie. 3 and half stars.

peace

Zhou

Bukan Ape DiSangke

Ku rase, ku bkn ape ku sangke... rupenye ade lagi sorang kat jiwa ku....ku sedar, bayang ni yang kut ku... cuma tak sgka bayang ni tap sbhgian ku... ku bukan laki yg tewas... tapi ku tap tidak kuat....lemah.... tolong....bleh ko terime aku?? Spenohnye??
Rase ko tak paham kot...siape bleh...cuali ku...

peace

Zhou

Random Songs : Hua Sha by Jay Chou & Cindy Yen (周杰伦&袁咏琳-画沙))

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Zhou

Happy Birthday Grandpa

May God bless Grandpa!

peace

Zhou

I Don't Want To Miss

Again from I Dont Want To Miss A Thing song.

"I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing"

*Cherish our moments*

peace

Zhou